Tonight is one of those nights where...

You're thinking about the Universe and shit and that it won't be there forever, Big Crunch is gonna extinct us and any evidence that we were ever here. Everyone will die someday, so what's the point of living? Don't want to study some bullshit in a college or University cause it means fuck all to me. The night is just a lonely October night like all the previews others have been. You think about past decades, place in time where you weren't alive yet, you wonder how it was. You remember of stuff that happened 14 years ago and you realise that time is passing by and you've been sitting there doing, basicaly, nothing at all in order to change your life. You miss the hell out of the people who were alive 14 years ago, and there is nothing to change that fucked up emptiness you feel in your chest. The drug rush that was in you a few hours ago is now GONE completly. You think about the day of today and what a waste it was to wake up so late in the morning (early in the afternoon). You wanna grab, bite, kiss your hot older neighbour, but you can't, cause he's busier playing Shy Moon on the guitar and getting drunk (not that is bad to get drunk with him and play nostalgic music). You hear children laughing and you just envy them and feel sorry for them at the same time cause, one day, they'll know what you're talking about.